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[Jan. 16th, 2005|05:02 pm] |
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Birthday girl...blow out your candles,close your eyes,make that beautiful,lustful,greedy wish,open your eyes and breath in the freash air of smoke,choking your lungs,and your dreams... |
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[Dec. 8th, 2004|04:31 pm] |
FUCK LIVEJOURNAL AND EVERYONE ON IT IT FUCKING SUCKS FUCKING FUCK FUCK FUCK
this is for you paul... |
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| Pride... |
[Nov. 7th, 2004|02:06 pm] |
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| |  pissed off | ] |
A guy got suspended from my school because he wore a gay pride shirt.There is this huge contraversy over this,i mean kids had stickers all over their folders stating ''women and men,not women and women,and men and men."There was never anything said about that,even if it offended gays at my school.But then when Brad wore a shirt that had two male signs next to eachother,and two women signs,and then at the bottem a man and women sign and hten on the back it stated ''make a diffrence'' they told him to turn his shirt inside out,and when he refused they sent him home.He gave his shirt to james this other kid at my school,that everyone knows isnt gay and he wore it all day,but he never got told to turn it inside out or anything.The funny thing is,is that he got this shirt from his old school that actually supported gays rights.And our school is so closed minded,i hate it here i want fucking out.They said it would cause ''disruption'' between the students,teachers...ect.I dont see how,our school is just closed minded,we have freedom of speech,if i were to wear a shirt stating im straight they would have never said anything about it...never.But since they dont belive in gays..since its aginst their religion.They think they have to force their opinion upon other people,and since they are leaders of a school,then its just another way to do it.This is why i hate my fucking school....oh and hes taking this to court...i love brad im going to give him a huge hug on monday |
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[Oct. 18th, 2004|08:18 pm] |
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you know what the sun looks like...
Like he slit his wrists in a bathtub and the blood is all over the water.And the moon is just watching,shes's watching him die.She must have driven him to it...
tith,by:holly black |
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| Josh |
[Sep. 16th, 2004|05:01 pm] |
~Josh~
Spoken to,yet alone
Only response is your tongue
Sloppy kisses given
Innocence taken
Interupted in silence
Scream out in violence
Carressing fingers touching
Thoughts of deep brutal cutting
Whimper in pain
Moan out of vain
Lost in your expression
Wishing for impression
Glares of confusion
Smiles of dellusion
Sorries and okay's
Forgotten till the next day |
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| Justin is disgusting im sad... |
[Aug. 5th, 2004|07:40 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | weezer,undone | ] |
I'm disgusted with myself and with him,the way he acted like he never was attracted to me.I feel like throwing up all over him to show him how i felt at that exact moment.I dont want to ever feel his chapped lips on mine ever agin.I never want to look into his eyes.I wish i would never have to face him agin,were like best friends how could this happen,im so confused right now i dont know what to do,i want to confront him about last night i want to tell him i dont like him that way and that im sorry,but i freaked out when it happened and kneed him in the groin insted and ran home.How can this happen,im speechless...i wish i could crawl under snow like in my dreams and be forgotten about forever... |
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[Jul. 27th, 2004|10:48 pm] |
smiles of joy
gasps of pleasure
screams of freedom
giggles of fakeness
wrinkles of wisdom
tears of depression
cuts of frustration
miles of separation
whispers of lies
regrets of life |
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[Jul. 26th, 2004|08:46 pm] |
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I wish i could erase things like the deleate button dose.The things that i have done that are wrong,the things others have done that are wrong...but would it change anything or would it just effect it even more.When people say they love you,do they mean it or are they just saying it to make it less awkward.Is there such thing as love,i mean real love that you would care so much for a person you would hang yourself for them,we see it in movies and such,but this is all fake.If i was standing next to my mother and brother and someone was about to kill them and then told me if i killed myself they wouldnt die,would i do it...do you ever wish you were dead,do you ever wish you were alive,do you ever wish that wishes would come true,do you ever wish that you could do things diffrent be a diffrent person.I hate when i laugh and act happy when im not,which is most of the time.I want to be sad and not act happy,i want to cry and not feel awkward.I want to erase this entry... |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 30th, 2004|10:25 pm] |
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| |  discontent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | samual barber ~thanks to paul~ | ] |
pointless this is god.......
Stripes on letex is nice
Swollen head wiser then not
Broken front tooth while smiling,noone to fix it
Enough money for a shoe with a hole
Silence while sleeping in an empty bed
A true religion
Whishing for love that isnt real
Peirced nipples
Beautiful slut next to me
Slits of pain
Sighs of regrets
~These are my random thoughs~ |
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| hahahahah oh yeah i need to stop |
[Jun. 24th, 2004|12:15 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  naughty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hahaha porn music im joking joking god...lol | ] |
Well i have been masturbating like a lot LOT LOT latly,i told my friend marlee about it and she said she has been too,but i dont know if this is healthy or normal i mean im doing it a lottttt...i need to stop god i need to stop. |
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